再见吧……

已经隔了两个月没更新我的博客了。

之前刚放假想写一写自己的心情，

多么的爽快，同时也多么的悲伤。

爽快是因为又一个学期过了，

又放假了。

悲伤是因为我干哥哥快要离开大马了。

…….

若你是我衷心博客读者，

你应该猜到我将会写些什么吧。

一直以来我的博客都是感伤的，

是因为我本人比较sentimental,

情绪很不稳定，

所以写博客是为了揭开压力。

2012年4月21号，

也许是我so far人生中最难过的一天。

那天，Steven离开了大马，隔了一年多，终于要回国去了。

本来想和他们一起送飞机，

哪知他的行李箱实在是太多了，

我也上不了车，

只能照个相留个念……

手表上指着1点钟，

他们都准备好要出发了。

我站在车窗外，

虽然隔了一片玻璃，

但可看得出他眼睛湿了，

可惜太阳太晒了，

我流不出眼泪。

毕竟我们认识了10个月，

也同居过4个月……

一定会有些不舍。

车子渐渐离开了我的视线，

他……终于走了……

很快的，他已离开大马一星期了。

今天他发了一封email给我，

说HK大学已接受了他，

就如我预测的一样。

我想，今年毕业典礼后的两年应该没机会再见到他了。

虽然如此，我也做不了什么。

心里其实挺难过的，

一直期望他会在大马继续深造，

但HK大学才是他想读的大学。

为了你的前途，

为了你的梦想，

我祝福你

学业进步、

梦想成真。

无论如何，

我们都是一辈子好兄弟！

希望我们后会有期~！

My 20th Birthday

This year birthday was a very special one for me. Instead of celebrating with family, I celebrated with my friends.

My first gift was a cake from Rachaell but it was melted as she gave it to me when we were testing our games for our Unity Camp 2.0 on next month. It's such a waste that I had to throw it because I love Indulgence Chocolate. That night however, I got another cake from my friend Hon Yuen, it's New York cheese cake! And I had it for my breakfast the next day.

On my birthday eve, Steven asked me to go over to his house at night. I can sense something he was up to because he would never ask me to go to his house and I actually preferred if he helped me to celebrate on other days because I was having two exams on the following day. However, I felt touched when they bought a cake and sang birthday song to me. It's another kind of feeling celebrating with friends especially when the clock strikes at 12am! Thank you guys!!!!

On the actual day, I didn't have to spend money for my lunch and dinner as my lunch was sponsored by Crystal as well as Chin Mun for her Kokogreen milk tea (I wonder how she knew I prefer the original milk tea) and dinner by Steven at Cheras Selatan.

I was at first disappointed when Steven didn't give me his present on my birthday but 2 days later. Anyway, I was totally surprise that he bought me an earpiece as he knew my old one spoiled ! I love it so much!! Thank you!

搬家后的第二个星期

之前发生了好多事，
都没心情写部落格。

刚搬进来我朋友家这里，
感觉没像上次搬去宏盛家，
感觉很尴尬的，
因为这次我的东西都是我自己去放在适当的地方，
而上次是有人帮我把东西放好,
所以那时感觉很不好意识要人家帮我做事。

这个家，
一眼看就可看得出
这是一间学生宿舍。
因为这里什么都没有。
床架、沙发、烧水器、桌子、椅子都没有。
全都要自己去买。

这里和中国人的家有所不同。
家里环境很干净，
尤其厕所，
人也不在家穿拖鞋，
也很平静，
但只缺乏一个很在乎我的哥哥。

说到他，
我病之前的那件事已解决了，
那时也差点不再和对方说话，
想给对方冷静下，
但最后他肯原谅我，
所以就没事咯。
可惜我这个人呢，
却不知道自己的地位。

之前习惯了有他常常关心我，
现在搬了他少理会我了，
觉得他重色亲友，
也常常把他女友和我比起来，
觉得他的确开始不在乎我了。

上个星期，
他病倒了。
而且就在那时我和他因某些事又吵起来了。
我那时真气到想要绝交了，
以为我们的友情就到此为止了，
但我一个朋友，
开导了我，
叫我要珍惜一个这么难得的朋友。
他在大马的时间也不多了，
真的要好好珍惜他，
有什么误解，就好好和他谈吧。

我听了后，
马上想通了。
我不应该和他发脾气。
如果他想多陪他女朋友，
而牺牲我们两个好好谈判的时间，
那我也没办法，
我控制不了别人，
我不可能可以expect所有东西都依照我方法去做。

当时我和我朋友在吃麦当劳，
听了她那番话，
马上把整个汉堡包塞进嘴里，
薯条留给她吃，
拿起汽水，
很抱歉地离开了座位，
跑去宏盛的家去。

去到他家所发生的事情我不方便透入。
他承认他忽略了我，
但我们肯原谅对方，
不再讲究这件事，
就这样我们又和好了。

这周三是学校篮球比赛。
他和他的housemates都有参加。
放心吧，我上完课马上去支持你们，
为你们加油打气！
大哥，加油！

我要搬家了

明天下午三四点左右我将要搬家了。
虽然很久已经说要搬回去Angkasa,
但太多事情了，我搬不了。
现在终于可以搬了，
总觉得对这里依依不舍，
我会挂念我的housemates，
的空回来找你们吧……

最近我和一个housemate发生了不少的吵闹，
不用说也该懂我在说谁吧……
从一月份开始，
我们和对方都产生了很多意见，
但总是没时间坐下来谈，
结果越闹越糟，
再加上我患上了蚊症，
而他又遇到不幸的事，
个有个的困难，
都没时间里会对方了。

我真的不想再这样下去了，
事情再不去解决，
恐怕我们友情可能就这样...没有了。
然后我可以开始写我的故事了，
名叫《那些年，我们如何成为好兄弟》。
哈哈，开个玩笑而以啦，
我当然不想会有这样的下场。

我希望明天我回去Cheras能够好好解决这件事。
经过这次大病后，我希望能够反省起来，
从新做人，不想再伤害你了，
对不起……

Is this God's order?

There are many unexpected things that are always happening around all of us.
Last year September semester,
I thought I would be moving out from Seri Cendekia
after my final exam on October.
Unexpectedly,
the day I decided to move out,
I found a part-time job in Cheras,
and so I continued to stay for the next two months.

During that two months,
I thought I would be moving out on January
to my friend's house in Angkasa condo.
However,
he said he has to clean his house before my friend and I can move in.
So, the first week of January I'll have to continue staying here
while waiting for him to inform me when can I move in.

One day I met him and his housemates in McD.
They told me about their usual activities at home,
and I was freaked out.
I felt that I'll regret staying there.
One of the most disgusting activity that I've never heard in my life is that
one of their housemates can 'hibernate' for 3 days.
He usually sleep on Friday late midnight
and wake up on Sunday afternoon.
And they told me if he never comes out from his room for a long time,
do not inform the police if there is no rotting smell.
He is just probably sleeping...

After hearing all these,
and so happen one of my classmates' housemate is moving out next month.
So I decided to stay in my current place for another month,
and move to her house next month.

What I'm trying to say is that
when I say I'm moving out on October,
I ended up staying till December.
When I say I'm moving out on January,
I ended up staying till end of January.
Will there be more?
Is this a God's order, or I should say,
am I destined to stay with my 'long-lost brother'
and is not allowed to leave him behind?