Auld Lang Syne

I have just changed my playlist on the right side of your monitor.
This time I only put one song,
the song that brings me sweet memories,
because I sang that during my Form 5 graduation ceremony.
I miss those moments back there in that very school I stepped in once...
Enjoy~
Auld Lang Syne....

There's always a reason behind everything that happens.
I put this song is because of someone...
someone that is going to leave me very soon..
someone that once able to touch my heart deeply, so deep that I cried once..
someone that truly fits the title 'brother'.....

Today is his last paper for his Degree.
I felt bad to have arguments with him yesterday,
but we will never hate each other.
We will always forgive each other no matter what happens.

I felt glad to see him put 100% of efforts in doing his revision.
He really spent all his time on his studies,
make his own notes,
went to look for his lecturer for guide.
I really wish I am that kind of person,
I really regret my past...
I wish I could go back in time...

Day by day has passed....
The day that I hated most, is approaching, very soon...
I hate to be apart from him
but it is all fated...

Though we might not be able to see and talk to each other that frequent,
but our bond between brothers will stay firm forever,
so strong that neither hurricane nor tornado can break it apart.

All the best! Brother Steven...

Bukit Bintang trip with 'daddy' and 'gor gor'

I laughed out when I wrote the words 'daddy' and 'gor gor'.
Sounded so childish, am I?

Recently I've expanded my family members,
adding another 'daddy' with Kok Seong,
another 'brother' with Steven,
and another 'sister' with Rachaell.

As promised to Steven,
I'll bring him out to sort of celebrate his success in organizing the AFSA Financial Board Game
as well as helping him to release stress
after what happened recently.
So, I brought him out to Bukit Bintang on last Sunday,
with Kok Seong, so that will not too boring :)
I was looking forward for my 'sis' (Rachaell) to join with us,
but she has other things to do.

Because I came back to my Cheras house on that day morning,
I was sweating when I reached my house.
So, I took some time to calm down before going to LRT station.
And because of that, Steven and I were 30 minutes late in Hang Tuah station to meet 'daddy'.
So sorry Kok Seong.... haha....

We had lunch at Lot 10.
The foods looked delicious,
but it's actually the same as those hawker stalls,
it's just that the price is doubled up.

'Daddy's lunch

My lunch

Self portrait

We then went to LowYat Plaza RedBox to sing k.
This was the first time singing with Kok Seong
and the second time with Steven.
I wished Jia Quan were in Malaysia now.

Model 1

Model 2

Model 3

We actually started to sing at 1.30pm and was only given to sing till 5pm but until 5pm,
nobody came to collect money from us.
So we continued to sing, and sing,
still nobody came.
Finally we stopped singing and left at 6.30pm.
They actually let us sing until 7.30pm because that time not many people coming to sing.

After that we went to Time Square Nikon Centre.
I tried out Nikkor AF-S 50mm f1.8G.
It was damn nice!

I even tried out my favourite camera,
also the one I'm going to buy! Nikon D5100

The articulating LCD allows us to take self-portrait

Cartoon effect!

Selective colour-blue

Selective colour-green, skin brown

And finally we had dinner at a China Chinese restaurant.
Kok Seong and I were the only Malaysian there that time.
We ordered these... I've no idea what these called

I really enjoyed hanging out that day.
And I was very glad that I helped Steven to release out all his stress.

First ever home made delicious breakfast with friends

I had sore throat recently and caught a slight fever on Monday night.
Steven promised if I get well soon,
he'll buy me 'oil fry ghost' as breakfast on Thursday.
Such a caring brother!!

And I did recover by Thursday.
He bought some 'oil fry ghost' from the morning market
and I invited Rachaell to come along.
I don't understand why Steven quietly went down to buy without even telling us,
so that I can buy with him and also some other foods.
But he only bought 'oil fry ghost' and it can't fulfil our breakfast.
So I fried sausages and Rachaell fried scrambled egg.

I really like that moment eating home-cook foods eating with friends.
It gave me a very family-warm feeling.
Hope to have more soon.
Thank you gor gor and je je!

My foreseen future in UCSI

For the first time in my two semesters in UCSI,
I finally got a chance to play badminton with friends,
which I've waited a very long time for this moment.
It was nice to sweat out to release all those toxic that are contained in my body,
because I have never exercise for a very long time.

After playing, we had a teatime near Angkasa condo.

Coming back home,
I just realised something will gonna happen in a very short time,
something that will change back my life back to where I belong to,
back to where I used to be,
where my character always put me down.

What Kok Seong told me was very true,
that I should start mixing around with my own coursemates,
which I did that before involving in any AFSA events.
But not after I got to know these awesome AFSA friends!
Because soon,
very soon,
all of my AFSA friends will gonna graduate soon,
will gonna leave UCSI University,
will gonna leave me.
That time I will be very lonely,
plus my closest coursemate had recently got a new boyfriend.
We used to eat together,
discuss assignment together,
talk together,
spend time together,
but now, she does that with him,
not me anymore.

Organizing events really do help to enchance one's relationship.
It all started with AFSA Night preparation,
where I started to get to know more AFSA friends,
and because of AFSA Night,
I learned that losing something will make me regret that I never appreciate it before I loss it.
AFSA Financial Board Game too,
going through those glory moments, solving clonflicts together
had enchanced the friendship between Steven and I,
until we can call brothers between each other.

Some people say I manage to make a lot of new friends in UCSI,
yes, that's true.
But, quantity is more than quality.
And both quantity and quality are all AFSA friends,
which will equal to nothing more to me
when they left UCSI.

Some of them are leaving this semester.
It's my fortune to get to know you guys,
you guys are awesome!
However, I should take Kok Seong's advice,
to mix around with my coursemate,
so that I won't be so lonely.

这几天……

不知不觉，
嘉全已走了差不多两个星期了。
他刚开始作工了，
但说被上士责骂，
因为还不习惯新的环境。
加油吧，
你是行的！

这两个星期内，
发生了好多事。
我也懒惰再提了....

但最令我感伤的是，
我刚刚在微薄看到
宏盛说:
“知道吗？再过不到一个月的时间，我就要和UCSI说再见了，很难想像到时是如何的心情，我会很舍不得这里的。”
看了他这番话，
我差一点流眼泪！
我当时以为他要回国了，
但后来他说来不及买机票了。

虽然他还会留在大马做CO-OP,
但他都不在UCSI了。
虽然不舍得他离开，
但毕竟他还是要离开我们，
追求自己的梦想……


可能我把他当成我哥哥了，
因为这种感觉就像我前几年，
看着我姐姐，
踏上火车离开大马，
眼泪也渐渐流了下来。
不知几时还会见到她……


虽然宏盛还没走，
但我知道时间不多了……


好好珍惜我们剩下的时间吧……

The moment they left

Yesterday was the day two of my housemates went back to China.

I reached home around 8am in the morning but they were still sleeping.

Thought I got no chance to say goodbye to them

because I have to attend a talk in the university the whole day.

Perhaps God knows that I wished to come back home

to wish them goodbye for the last time...

We had an hour break for lunch time during the talk,

so immediately I rushed back home after having my lunch.

The moment I reached home and I saw the gate had opened,

I knew I was still in time because they hadn't left yet.

They had already packed everything and waiting for the taxi they had called.

Around 2pm we started to bring everything down to the condo entrance,

where the taxi was waiting for them.

I brought down my camera but didn't have the chance 

to take a last group photo with them.

The moment Jia Quan and Hai Bo stepped into the taxi...

The moment the taxi turned around...

The moment the taxi accelerated and moved out of my sight...

My eyes started to get wet...
I felt kinda reluctant to let them go...

but I couldn't stop them from going 

because it is their wish.

Best of luck in your internship.

Wish to see you soon in January!

Goodbye, my friend

There are so many racism in this world.
Even Malaysian chinese and China Chinese are doing the same thing.
Maybe you too, did notice that China Chinese and Malaysian Chinese
always group with their own gang.
I can hardly see both of them mixing around,
though both are Chinese.
If I'm wrong,
then there should be many Malaysian Chinese playing QQ.
But are there any?

Because of this matter,
I did reconsider and reconsider before heading to the dead end
that I have no choice, but to stay with my China friends.
Yes, I am the only Malaysian Chinese in their house.
I have a little hard time communicating with them.
As a Malaysian Chinese,
I usually speak in mandarin,
combining with some English words,
sometimes with Malay words too.
But now,
I have to speak in total pure mandarin to them everyday,
and I find this a very hard way to communicate with them because I'm not used to it yet.
I have a hard time listening to their slang too,
but they don't have trouble listening to me,
other than I always tell them that I'm very sien (boring).

Tomorrow two of my housemates are going back to China.
One of them is Jia Quan.
You should know who is he if you're a true fans of my blog... XD
In my house, I'm only close with Steven and him.
Though I'm not close with the others, neither they close to me too,
they treated me as if I were their close friends.
(I starting to like China friends :D)

I did plan to follow them to LCCI tomorrow,
but I had registered for the SIDC talk since last semester
and I couldn't miss this talk because I need the 5 SWA points.
Haiz... I really hate to see friends leaving me.
But this is all fated.
I couldn't change anything.
All I can do is,
to wish him all the best for his four-month internship.
I'm sure I'll see him again next year!